Thank Heaven! the crisis--
    The danger is past,
And the lingering illness
    Is over at last--
And the fever called "Living"
    Is conquered at last.
Sadly, I know,
    I am shorn of my strength,
And no muscle I move
    As I lie at full length--
But no matter!--I feel
    I am better at length.
And I rest so composedly,
    Now in my bed,
That any beholder
    Might fancy me dead--
Might start at beholding me
    Thinking me dead.
The moaning and groaning,
    The sighing and sobbing,
Are quieted now,
    With that horrible throbbing
At heart:--ah, that horrible,
    Horrible throbbing!
The sickness--the nausea--
    The pitiless pain--
Have ceased, with the fever
    That maddened my brain--
With the fever called "Living"
    That burned in my brain.
And oh! of all tortures
    _That_ torture the worst
Has abated--the terrible
    Torture of thirst,
For the naphthaline river
    Of Passion accurst:--
I have drank of a water
    That quenches all thirst:--
Of a water that flows,
    With a lullaby sound,
From a spring but a very few
    Feet under ground--
From a cavern not very far
    Down under ground.
And ah! let it never
    Be foolishly said
That my room it is gloomy
    And narrow my bed--
For man never slept
    In a different bed;
And, to _sleep_, you must slumber
    In just such a bed.
My tantalized spirit
    Here blandly reposes,
Forgetting, or never
    Regretting its roses--
Its old agitations
    Of myrtles and roses:
For now, while so quietly
    Lying, it fancies
A holier odor
    About it, of pansies--
A rosemary odor,
    Commingled with pansies--
With rue and the beautiful
    Puritan pansies.
And so it lies happily,
    Bathing in many
A dream of the truth
    And the beauty of Annie--
Drowned in a bath
    Of the tresses of Annie.
She tenderly kissed me,
    She fondly caressed,
And then I fell gently
    To sleep on her breast--
Deeply to sleep
    From the heaven of her breast.
When the light was extinguished,
    She covered me warm,
And she prayed to the angels
    To keep me from harm--
To the queen of the angels
    To shield me from harm.
And I lie so composedly,
    Now in my bed
(Knowing her love)
    That you fancy me dead--
And I rest so contentedly,
    Now in my bed,
(With her love at my breast)
    That you fancy me dead--
That you shudder to look at me.
    Thinking me dead.
But my heart it is brighter
    Than all of the many
Stars in the sky,
    For it sparkles with Annie--
It glows with the light
    Of the love of my Annie--
With the thought of the light
    Of the eyes of my Annie.